#Mom'sTime
#Where'sNext?
Have
u prayed so much about a person that though it's not idolatry, all u
can think of is being blessed with a moment to just talk to such
person and spend quality time?
Time which though have been hours
already, merely seems like seconds, as if time stood still
Hoping
that time would stop forever coz parting is such sweet sorrow
Then
once again praying for another chance that such rendezvous would be
repeated
That despite such an encounter might never occur, still
you're blessed to have such a phenomenon happen, even if it was just
a once in a lifetime opportunity
For a glimpse would elate u, be
taken to a different dimension, transcend to a higher level, a place
beyond comprehension, wherever time and space is irrelevant
A
gaze would put u in awe; in wonder, perplexed and dazzled on how such
a masterpiece, a work of art was created
Finally stumbles upon
such beauty and splendor u get tongue-tied, speechless
Though
you’ve been practicing what to say when such a chance would pass
by, as u toss and turn trying hard to fall asleep at night, none such
words are uttered
For all u can muster with your breathe is just
to adore at the sight before u and stand still
Trying to refrain
from taking a glance in the eyes, unless you're ready to be
mesmerized or hypnotized
Even attempting to gaze upon a smile,
and be swept away as if adrift in the clouds, floating and wandering
in a sea of ecstasy and euphoria
U feel your heart pounding,
beating, as if it wants to break free from your chest
But then u
also feel it stopping, as if glued to a wall, frozen in time, seeing
yourself from afar, yet can barely move
U feel like drowning,
sinking, u can't even breathe, gasping for air, coz the moment just
takes your breath away
Keeping your hands to yourself, knowing
that a contact with such magnificence would not only be electrifying,
but a stain to the purity well guarded and kept in such a pristine
order
Just like the feeling when u become intimate with Him
It
can be intoxicating and bewildering
it’s the only note I was able to recover from my hacked fb, so blessed I miraculously saved it in an old phone. My hacker my try to erase all proof that I ever existed & even if they succeed, judgment day awaits us all